The Weakend

No big news here. I slept until noon and went to breakfast with Joe. It's weird living together and going through the motions of a couple without actually being one. I met up with my friend who was in town and she suggested moving across the state if thing didn't work out with me moving to Florida. I thought about the idea, but I don't know if I could handle living with 9 other people. (She lives in a co-op.) Right now I just need to have a lot of alone time so that I don't annoy the heck out of everyone around me (I'm prone to spontaneous crying when in intense emotional periods in my life.) One thing I'm going to miss the most is the physical contact. To sleep next to someone for four years and then go cold turkey is HARD. There is no warmth, no protective barrier... even when Joe went away on weekend snowmobile trips, I always recruited someone to sleep over so I could have something there... sleep without that is impossible to me. I'm completely exhausted even though I did next to nothing today. I'm dreading the next few weeks. School is winding down, so not only do I have the to worry about finding a place to live, a new job, figuring out my school situation for next semester, but I also have finals to think about. On a fun note, I did start crying in the grocery store when I heard No Doubt's "Don't Speak" playing. Ahh... fun times.